July 16, 2006 I guess I've got nothing better to do. I think I've broke my record, not only are there five posts(this is the six) in a day, they're the longest. Even if it isn't the longest posts, combine them all and they'd make the longest post in a day.
It's been one hell of a long day. And another reason why weekends suck is because the TV shows are horrible and there's nothing to do.
I'm just so tired I can't get to sleep. For fear of many things. Like waking up more tired or waking up to find I'm still living in this nightmare.
I'm missing lots of things/memories/people now. Sigh. I really really wish I can get out of this place.
Skye just got me reminiscing about OZ. Lotsa memories but most kinda worthless. The more memorable ones are with those I still keep in contact with. It's like one big family growing up. We all grew out of the phrase and we all stopped playing. Though I remember I once said I'd play it forever and not get bored of it. I guess that type of fun only happens when you're one of the higher levels.
I guess people grow out of stuff pretty easily too. How sad. I'm forever here clinging on to dear memories and I can't help but live in the past. I wish I could let go as easily but it just seems almost impossible. And sometimes I wish others would also be like me and not let go of whatsoever memories or stuff so easily. Because some mean everything to me. But I guess they'll never be here to know or find out.
I guess I've tired my brain and me once again. I should get to sleep soon. Hopefully I'm able to study myself to sleep instead of drowning myself in unproductive thoughts. I hope they won't swallow me tonight like they already did this afternoon.